SPN fanfictions
TIP: final fantasy.

final fantasy. by orange_crushed

words: 1925
tags: Angst, Endverse, Angst and Porn, anal sex
pairings/characters: 2014!Castiel/2014!Dean, 2014!Cas/Dean mentioned
summary:  “If I’d actually been born human, would I have gotten sick like everyone else? Would I be running around gnawing on the neighbors?” Castiel tilts his head up and even from here Dean can see the black ring of his pupils, wide and dark as dead stars. He’s high as fuck and he’s been loading the guns for forty-five minutes. He stares into the space where Dean is. He smiles and shows his teeth. “Maybe you’d have already put a bullet in my head.”
"This is why you don’t lead storytime anymore," Dean says. "This kind of shit."

My note: Bittersweet and angsty, just the right way to write an endverse fiction. 
What makes this one great and special though, is 1. the awesome writing style and 2. all the little details, the symbolisms unimportant habits - everything that makes you feel like reading about real, existing humans with a character forged by their lifes.

Farewell you beautiful people!


The time has cum and not even 24 hours from now imma be in wonderful france!


for the first time in 5 freakin years I’m gonna go on holiday!

For 2 whole weeks!

This means 2 weeks of hiatus…… but damn am I excited about my vacation!


So, You’re all awesome, take care and see you again in 2 weeks!


it’s interesting like this is one of my blogs that gets posts least frequently and still it’s one with the most followers

hello you guys

do you like my kind of prefered fictions?

Book of Enoch

Book of Enoch by Sonora

words: 8361
tags: dark!dean, bottom!cas, endverse, character death, sexual violence, blood, Implied Torture, Religious Conflict, Drug Use
pairings/characters: Castiel/Dean, Cas/OC, Chuck Shurley, Jimmy Novak, Bobby Singer
summary: Castiel doesn’t understand why things became what they became. Only that it’s his job to carry as much of it as he can. Until the end.

My note: This is a wonderfully written narrative of the process from 2005 to 2014, Cas POV. The writing style’s almost poetic and the pacing is great. Especially later on, when time starts to leap and twist because of Castiel’s change in condition. As every endverse fic it’s heartbreaking, it hurts reading and it makes you want to hide in the wardrobe. But this one’s worth more than just one read.

Masterlist of Supernatural Fic Recs



Here’s a post with links to all my rec lists (so far)

# new fic list
** updated fic list 

LINK TO FIC REQUESTS: When you send me a message and ask for a fic, or a list of fics.

— Destiel —

— Cockles —

— J2M —

  • J2M (Jared/Jensen/Misha) recs 


— Other/Mixed —


I’m sorry, sometimes things go into the wrong blog….
TIP: Apologies and Other Disasters

Apologies and Other Disasters by kisahawklin

words: 41570
tags: Pre-Slash, Arguing, Fix-It, Fluff, Huddling For Warmth, Cuddling & Snuggling, Canon Divergence from 9.03, Temporary Character Death, Happy Ending, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Fantasizing, Slow Build, Kevin Lives, sex eventually, threesome, polyamorous relationship, Sams POV
pairings/characters: Castiel/Dean/Sam, Kevin Tran, Linda Tran, Garth, Charlie Bradbury(/FC mentioned)
summary: After Sam kicks Ezekiel to the curb, the first thing they do is to go find Cas.

My note: Finding wincestiel stories that are even readable isn’t easy, let alone ones that are good. But it seems finding one that is so awesome and well written and takes the Dean/Cas/Sam relationship as a polyamorous ‘thing’ as a serious matter is nearly impossible.
This fic made me happy, it’s well written, has a good story, perfectly portrayed characters, cuddling that doesn’t even seem ridiculous, everything makes sense, is plausible and relatable and after 12 chapters you get some very hot stuff on top.

The best thing though:
The author managed to create such a balanced polyamorous relationship, it’s just beautiful!
If you’re interested in those characters and their dynamic and you’re not appalled by Wincestiel (more Dean/Cas and Cas/Sam + Sam&Dean), read it!

TIP: The Boomerang Effect

The Boomerang Effect by strangeandcharm

words: 13400
tags: graphic non-con, horror, h/c, Cas!whump, Dean!whump, rough sex, bottom!Dean, bottom!Cas, top!Cas, tentacle
pairings/characters: tentacle!creature/Cas, Dean/Cas
summary:  While working a case with the Winchesters, Castiel has a meeting with a monster who awakens something inside him – something Dean is in need of, too.
warning: graphic non-con!

My note: 
Wow… let’s have a look at this story from three different angles, shall we?

The porn angle:
goddamn, if you like disturbing dub-con/non-con tantacle you’re so damn right with this one! And if you like Cas dominating and fucking Dean out of his mind, then, yesss! Dean being in need of a hard pounding? Check.

The lyrical angle:
Hell, this story is wonderfully written! It’s great, the writing style is awesome, the pacing is A+, the characters are as canon as could be -> it’s outstanding!
In my opinion strangeandcharm delivered her masterpiece with this one!

Facit: This story is a piece of porn-art!

Finally - the psychological, serious angle:
this is non consensual in so many ways. I’s totally fucked up. You really only should read this if you are very grounded. So, sorry to all the people that are disgusted and triggered by this content. If you think about it just for a minute, this has really hardcore elements! BIG BIG warning sign!!
But she’s dealing with the issue very realistic and in a mature way.

If you want to know why, read under the cut, because I have to be a little bit spoilery there.

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Actually I got some new nice recs for you, but since my PC decided to go fuck itself it’s a bit complicated….


Defiling an angel would earn Dean a spot on Hell’s Wall of Fame.

His reputation, already whispered about down there, would only grow.

He’d be known and revered by everyone.

That isn’t what he’d doing though. Defiling is the wrong word. He isn’t dirtying Castiel. He…